Oh, how art soothes my soul.

My all time favorite thing about creating art is the way it makes me feel while I'm creating. It's like, this beautiful amazingly indescribable feeling. I wish I could find the words and phrases to explain what I mean but there aren't enough adjectives in the English language. Creating art and giving it to another person and seeing how happy it makes them feel is also a feeling like no other. It's just so wonderful knowing that something my two hands created caused a sense of happiness and joy in another human. There's also something about using things out of the ordinary to create art. You don't always necessarily need a paintbrush to create something beautiful. I've used leaves, string, paper towel rolls, toothpicks, you name it. Sometimes I don't even use anything but my own two hands and ten fingers. It's such a lovely feeling. I wish I could explain it. Basically, I really enjoy creating.

Yay or Nay..?

Yay! I'm losing weight and I'm getting closer and closer to my goal weight!!
Nay.. My favorite black pants are now almost too big for me..

Time for a trip to the mall. #mixedfeelings

I loooove shopping more than anything in the world, especially when I'm sad its the best therapy out there. But I'm broke so the mall is my enemy. Did I mention my shopping addiction? Yea. So sad and happy all at once. It's confusing.

It's a sad, never ending circle. I'm sad so I wanna shop, but I can't shop because I'm broke, and then I'm sad all over again. What is life even?