Oh wow. Some feels & randoms.,

Today has been slightly on the blah side so far.. It is currently 9:38 am and I am beyond ready for 5 pm. Work is making me sad and stressed a little. Is there a job where I can get paid a lot of money for just sitting around a looking adorable? Or maybe sleeping a lot, like the more I sleep the more money I make? That right there is my dream job (pun intended).

Wow.

So much blah feels this morning. For real. I'm pretty sure there isn't enough caffeine in the world to wake me the fuck up right now. Sleepy, slightly hungry, raging headache (because I clench my teeth when I'm stressed), and my achy knees and shoulder. I'm falling apart at the ripe, young age of 24 years, 11 months.

Speaking of age... My birthday is exactly one month from today :(

My life is basically in shambles. Someone please put me out of my misery. Oh, and this dreary fucking almost raining bullshit weather definitely isn't helping me feel better. Can I just go home and be a cranky betch in the comfort of my own home??  A bowl of chili, a crappy movie, animal cuddles, and being wrapped in a blanket burrito are exactly what I need in my life at the moment.

Maybe I should stop being such a complainer and be happy about all the cool things that are happening in my life.... Like, woah. I've got some pretty awesome friends. They totes make my life complete. So do my animalz because they are so cute and cuddly and silly. I love them all. Plus, my parents have been chill af lately. *knocks on wood* But really though, all this minor crap that's making me cranky today, is nothing compared to the legit happiness I actually feel most of the time <3 Like, so what if I'm one month closer to my icky birthday? I'm also one month closer to my baby brother coming back from stupid Africa!! That lil booger is finally gonna be home for good. No more deployments, no more military, no more living 10+ hours away. It's gonna be awesome ( I think). Although, to be quite honest, I'm a tad bit worried about him moving back in with me and my roommates (aka parents, lulz) because the four of us haven't lived together since the end of July 2008...... Could be a recipe for disaster, or it could be a recipe for extreme awesomeness. Since history does have a way of repeating itself, I'm predicting that it's gonna be magical and awesome and a lot of bonding type shit is gonna happen in the first, idk like week or 2 maybe even 3, then after that we're all gonna be over it... My family is so strange. I love them forever tho.

I just realized I'm kind of rambling on about nothing..... I tend to do that when I'm deliriously tired. My bad. Hashtag sorry not sorry. Ok, well, I'm actually super swamped with work, probs shouldn't even be blogging this morning. YOLO.